finally... exams are over..

though it is a HUGE relief.. but dun forget the aftermath.... RESULTS!!!!! jesus! im so scared okays... i am seriously scared and i feel like i did not do enough for my studies.. well.. in fact i didnt..TT

this is pathetic.. hurhur... i dun think i wanna bother bout the through train thingy already.. it is alright if i dun get it but wadever it is.. i MUST drag my ass into 4n1.. it is crucial and i will DIE without it! ARGH I WANNA DIE ALREADY!!! im like SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SCARED SCARED SCARED!!!!!

I WANNA GET INTO 4N1 YOU HEAR ME!!!!!

dammit.. the papers that i done are all trashy.... the only papers which i got confidence in are my english and humanities... the rest.....*speechless..* but im sort of hopeful that i will pass my chinese.... hahas...! wierd as it may sound.. with the words, "i think i got confidence in my chinese" coming from my mouth.. hahas! my chinese is usually the hopeless one followed by POA.. thn maths... and now currently.. science... omg.. this is not happening to me man! and it cannt happen to me! NOOOOO!!! i will take this trashy EOY performance of mine as wake up call now.. i dun think i wanna slack anymore.... next year will be my N levels already.. i wanna have as many good looking As printed on the certificate... seriously...

and i have already planned all my study plans with wendy chan and hell am i gonna stick to it like glue... worst than glue maybe... i wanna get my ass into junior colledge too you know....TT

hurhur... god i am so sad!!!!! ARRRGGHHHH!!! i wanna go in 4n1!!!! i dun wanna go anywhere bt 4n1 thn 5n1 and thn junior colledge!!! i want my damn law and management course you know!!! i will DIE if i dun get all this.... hurhur!! ROAR!!!! im gonna fall into depression! i cannt stop thinking of my results! hurhur... i really really really wanna get into 4n1..TT and what makes things worse... there will first be an weekend... 2 days... followed by another 2 more off days due to marking day... in total.. 4 DAMN DAYS BEFORE I KNOW RESULTS!!! i dun think i can seat still and wait patiently for it! and i think by the time the 4 days are up.. i'd be dead due to over exessive anxiety in my system...TT

god am i SUPER depressed....TT

oh oh.. wendy chan and i bought this today...(: super cute mans...><


cute arhs? we bought our indivisual horoscope...^^ and this is mine...><

kkz narhs.. i wanna sleep lerhs..(: tmr gonna meet lotsa peeps...(: loved one yea...^^ and speaking of love ones.. i saw my evan today^^.. at first i dunno lorhs.. walking and talking with wendy marhs..thn suddenly i thought i heard someone call my name...X: when i first turned around.. i saw no one.. until that person said "chelsea look".. thn i went bak and see.. so vuala.. evan..(: cute arhs... he can recognise me...^^ so sweet.. hahas..

kkz narhs.. my eyes wanna close lerhs...>< gonna meet huimin to play piano first thing...^^ and i finally mastered REQUIEM OF A DREAM... finally!!!! after sucha long time.. i finally figured and completed the whole damn piece..>< so happy...(:

* always had been loving you... 5:33 AM